It doesn’t matter what any of us think, as long as we respect each others’ opinions. I do have one question, though. You say we go back to where we were before we were born which doesn’t hurt. So, if we existed somewhere before we came here, why wouldn’t we exist somewhere after we leave? Just a thought to ponder.
I think logic is important and valid in many cases, but I don’t think it can explain everything. Sometimes, I follow my heart, which can be equally valid, at least for me. What does your heart tell you? I think it’s great that you’re questioning a belief system that clearly doesn’t make sense to you anymore. I did the same thing, although I came up with different conclusions. Truth is relative to the individual. Best wishes on your continued journey.