I’m sorry you’ve had such a bad experience with Reiki, and I hope you find peace someday and feel better. You seem very angry and unhappy, and your research is very incomplete and biased. I’m a Reiki “master” and I’ve never considered myself above anyone, much less a god. Neither do I answer to anyone regarding Reiki. Reiki is not a religion. I’ve been able to help people through Reiki, and I’ve never charged anyone a dime. To base such an all encompassing judgement of an entire concept and modality on a few people you’ve met is incomplete and shortsighted.
I also channel the Archangels and other high Guides and share their messages here. They’re all positive and loving and hopeful. The Angels have said there are no devil, Satan, or demons, and they’re nonreligious beings who want to help us. It’s religions and people who have added components of judgement, punishment, demons, etc. The Angels say we’re here to learn and grow. They offer to help us.
Their number one message is that we’re all loved unconditionally. Although I think learning Reiki opened me up to channeling, the two are completely separate things. I share their messages in hopes that people will feel comforted and hopeful. The world is changing, and so are we. The Angels offer guidance and support to help us navigate the chaos.
I’m truly not scolding or preaching, and I’m definitely not trying to convert or convince you of anything. If Reiki or Angels don’t appeal to you, that’s perfectly fine. I sincerely hope you find something that does, whether it’s religious, spiritual, healing, personal, or something else. Best wishes and blessings.