I’m so sorry you’ve been struggling, including the grief of saying goodbye to people you love. Two people I love very much are terminally ill, and I know well the struggle. Make no mistake, the Archangels brought us together, and I’m so glad they did. Grief comes from love, and it often transforms us. I turn sixty in January, and I hope I’m still embracing change as well as you do when I reach your age. Your light shines and inspires as much as mine does. Many blessings to you, my new friend.