Hi Lu. It takes courage to question your beliefs. I started seriously questioning my Christian beliefs in my 30’s, and many people are now doing this and finding their belief system no longer makes sense. I left Christianity a few years ago, but I held on to Yeshua (Jesus), his Mother, and the God I know. I also channel the Archangels and share their messages here. They’ve explained that there is no favored religion or people. We’re all loved unconditionally. I asked them what I should answer when people asked me my religion, and they suggested I say I’m a child of God, and my religion is Love. Sounds like you could answer the same way if you so choose. I have no bitterness against the church, but it’s not for me. I wish you the best in this ongoing journey. Blessings.