Hi Alexander. I don’t know anyone who is not feeling the way you do, myself included sometimes. This may not resonate with you, but for the last couple years, I’ve channeled the Archangels. I’m not religious and they don’t favor any religion, but I share their hopeful messages here on Medium. They tell me that, despite what we see on the media, things actually are getting better. They also say that it will be the masses that make things right, rather than those in power. We can all make a difference individually more than we think, and when we act in unity, anything can be solved. They give me hope, which is why I shared this with you. Blessings.