Hey Jackie,
Glad I could help. I wanted to recommend a couple books I thought you might like. Opening to Channel by Roman & Packman is written by two people who channel along with their guides. Also, if you’re interested in mediumship, Suzanne Giesemann’s Messages of Hope is great, as well as her online class.
I doubt you would be so interested if you weren’t meant to develop your own skills. The more I channel, the less I believe in coincidences. Hope these books help.
Blessings,
Jodie