Hey, it sounds like you’re having a hard time. I’m sorry. When I first learned about life plans and that our souls make them, I had a strong resentment for my soul. It took me awhile to get past that. I’ve concluded that I may never understand why things happen in this lifetime, but I’ve learned to trust there’s a reason. When our souls plan our lives, they have universal knowledge that we leave behind as humans. It must make sense, because we choose to come back over and over again. Hang in there. Things are getting better in the world and they’ll get better for you, too. Blessings.