First, good for you for pursuing your dream of becoming an author. A lot of people never get beyond the thinking/dreaming stage. Some o f us never get what we want, and that’s part of life. Maybe we’ll both be famous authors one day, and maybe we won’t. All we can do is give it our best shot. In the meantime, we keep living a life based on love and kindness toward ourselves and each other. If our first dream doesn’t come true, we keep trying or find another dream. Eventually, we find our purpose, or it finds us. Blessings.